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Name: *``Phoebe Country: Hong Kong Birthday: 9/18/1986 Gender: Female
Interests: o i like doing many thing....shopping (lol..i don't think i can live w/o shopping)...um..i like hula hopping also..thts sooo great n' same as shopping...i m a bit addicted to tht already...n' purging(sorry but i hv to say this) n' of coz..fasting... many other stufffffff... Expertise: shopping, chatting, gossiping,swimming, thinking, fasting, purging, hula hopping, purging etc etc etc Occupation: Student Industry: Other
Message: message me ICQ: 106825059
Member Since:
7/2/2003
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| 我一直都以為我要做一樣野...只要肯努力...就一定會做到...
到左今日...我先知我錯左...有好多野,原來唔係話你肯去做就得,反而仲好可能會事倍功半...
我有諗過放棄...
但係...其實咁大個人,係咪真係話放棄就放棄到呢?係...我一直都有好多夢想...好多大志...但係...我從未為自己既夢去努力過...就只係曾為而家既夢想去努力...但係...點解佢就好似越黎越離得我遠咁既 ......我唔知...亦唔想、唔敢去諗...我好驚...
有好多時...我好鐘意同人地或者自己講...「路...係人自己行出黎... 」...但係我永遠就自己做唔到出黎...每次我都係咁...叫人做既 ...自己永遠做唔到...
我又想放棄...
但係...其實...諗深一層...這世界裡面有邊個唔係為自己既夢去努力呢?
想讀自己想讀既大學,有人去努力、不辭努苦咁去考每一個試...想做某一種自己想做既野(e.g. 工作),有人去讀書...想有好既生活,有人去勤力工作...
究竟,世界上成功既人既定義 係咩?
也許就係能以自己既能力去達成自己夢想既人 ...
事在人為...或許就係對所有人既格言... + | | |
| 我睇唔到前面...好黑暗...
乜都無...
真係好恐怖...
PS: 我打算寫哂我d test 分係度...真係要motivate 下自己...
test distributed recently:
econ (ch 8-10): 45/60
econ (ch 11-12): 32.5/ 38
CLC: 14/20 | | |
| juz back home**....
補完習...因為yesterday...overdose左...所以好好好辛苦 n' 因為raining...so...take a taxi home......
我覺我遲早會好驚做一樣野...但係...其實我係一定要做
...... 滴汗中 =o=...hehe...
點算ar...再咁落去...真係好咩都無ga la bor.....................................都唔知點解自己咁鍾意係成功少少既時候放棄.. !!!!
According to Immanuel Hsu, "a period of order was perforce followed by a period of disorder" why?????? 我唔鐘意咁....roller coaster ...絕對唔可以係我生命既形容詞...
近期既思想較為複雜...好難好一段段去形容...
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同埋...我真係越黎越唔鐘意你...收la... !

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| wakakakakaakkaaa..今日係我整個easter holidy 最遲起身既一日...成一點先起身...好好好開心ar...發左個好好好好好好好好好想夢想成真既夢 ...就係...heheheheeeee......我發夢我同一個鐘意左好好好好好好好耐既人一齊 ...(wakakakakakkakaaka)我鐘意左佢...五年laaaaaaaaaa.....(佢唔知gwa...) wakakakaa...好花心ar 自己...heee.....不過this 始終都只係個夢...我應該滿足現狀gei....有佢都好唔錯la*...heheeee....sigh*..最衰joey打黎 ...!!!!!!!!!!!整醒左我...激死...
不過...今日morning 無溫書 ...有d gulity...我個plan...摺埋la.....
also..我輕左5 lbs!! <--相比一返黎既時候**
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今日...睇左modern transformation ...睇到occupation...越睇越唔想睇...sigh*... .
then...econ essay...俾兩個form 7 攪到我頭都大埋...點知原來佢地係講緊唔同既野... 
假期...咁就完lu...我plan 左既野...實行唔到...唯一開心既就係同Philip傾多左...同埋發左個咁開心既夢...但其實我又無日有所思...點解會夜有所夢既?點都好...我好希望佢入到佢想入既系...點解...Phoebe...are you really schizoid?? | | |
| 這幾天,我真的感覺到佢既存在,可能係我再次唔珍惜,我好驚佢會走,
我太多野係由佢而黎...好驚... 如果今日我無出街,你話幾好呢...sigh**...joey ar joey....我真係好驚...我好驚我會自此失去左好多...係...你講既野係有道理...但係我個心就唔係咁諗...不過都好多謝你(希望你有睇this weblog la*) ...
今朝...終於再一次... 我真係有d開心. ..回復正常?唔知...
phoebe ar phoebe...你究竟知唔知自己想點?
我知既...
我唔多覺你真係知lor....你已經有plan 跟ga bor...你知唔知自己究竟要做d乜ga...你再咁落去你知你後果ga hor? 你係咪甘心先?你甘心咪繼續lor... | | |
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